Ok so I have a bad habit of running away for months or year at a time and not remembering that this website exists oops. last time i was in a hyperactive sleep deprived state of mind studying for the anatomy and physiology final. which got passed with a barely-passing grade. but you know, i really didn't care. i passed the class. I'm in the nursing program, and I have absolutely no time to myself. Well ok this week that wasn't so true, I got sick on saturday and i've been in bed almost constantly since monday. I went to pharmacology yesterday, but spent more time in the hall hacking up a lung than actually in the classroom. I went to clinicals today though! i don't think the world ending could stop me from going. the teacher tried to send me home a bunch of times, but it just never happened, thanks to my Katie girl and teaching me her avoidance and subject changing skills by trying to use them on me all the time. besides that it's been interesting. Uncle got brain cancer so i'm getting life experience as well as going to an insane amount of classes and keeping up work. And i discovered that I need a new instrument in my life, i don't have enough. We have a decent music department, and we have 5 pianos down there, every time i go to practice i end up sitting down and playing something, but I have no clue what it is. it's pretty, goes through depressing and uplifting parts, and it usually stays fairly similar, but I can't write it down and I just don't know what i'm playing, it's driving me crazy! I just need to find someone to come and watch, write it down, i guess.
I went up to boston a few weeks ago and sketched a lot, i have one of a bunch of boats where a friend works i want to clean up, ink, and frame for her. i haven't finished drawing yet. procrastinators unite! ...tomorrow. or next month. year. century. millenium. ahh.

have a good night!